Kono Mama Motto

 Title: Kono Mama Motto
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Friendship
Category: Straight
Casts: Misono, Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki, Sakurai Shu, Mama Sakurai, Mama Misono
Author: ralatoindah

Language : English

i dedicated for my friend wo wants to read this fanfic and i try to translating it ^_^ 

At 1.00 a.m, my alat\rm handphone rang. I was wrong to set that, the intro song of “Believe” reverbed in my ears. Still in sleepy condition, I turned off and want to sleep again.After I began to sleep, my handphone rang again, and this time the intro song of T.A.B.O.O wa heard. The name of Sakurai Sho along with his photo appeared on screen. I immediately realize and receive the call.

“Morning Glory!” his voice was familiar and sound very cheerful

“Hentai!”, I laughed. “Morning SHOnshine!”, I greeted back. As that we greeted each other when in the morning, whether it was in phone, e-mail or meet directly

“Do u not sleep? Mii-chan?
“Oh no, I was sleeping now, and I’m delirious, do u not sleep too?”

Suddenly other male voice sounded”Mii-chan”

“Was that Aiba-kun?” I asked to Sho-chan

“Hai….” Sho answered my question

And voice of Aiba-kun was more louder and cheerful” Ohayou Mii-chan”

I laughed to hear that”Ohayou aiba-kun” I said, although Aiba-kun surely couldn’t hear my voice

“He stayed at your house, right? Sleep over again?”

“It’s contrary, I stayed at Aiba’s house, because I drank a little with my friend near from Aiba’s house”

I just take a breath “Drank a little? If u drank a little, why must u trouble to Aiba ? Why didn’t u go to home? Surely tomorrow u would invite Aiba to go to home with u and he drive right?” my question stiil a lot in my mind

“Taxi Mii-chan, taxi da yo!” but the person who answered my question was Aiba-kun”

“Where was Shochan?” and aiba said “he slept”

At 11.00 a.m, I down the stairs to the family room, and I immediately approached to Sho and Aiba who wait me while dringking tea which made by mom. Today is holiday, and Sho’s schedule suddenly empty for this day, so that we made a plan to go to beach together. Sho-chan was known as a person whoa always planned something mature, but because of narrow time, we’re not to plan anything. And after what happened last night, where Sho drank a little with his friend, I’m not believe to him, to drive the car. So that Aiba follows us in our tour. Besides he was a driver he also could make acrowded atmosphere.

            We’re going with Aiba’s car. Aiba drove, Sho was in front seat and I’was in back seat. But when we was in road, suddenly rain was falling. We debated for along time and finally we decided to go back and our purpose was to Sho-chan’s house. In fact, Aiba had dreamed to play Sumo Tube and he felt a bit disappointed

Finally we arrived in Sho-chan’s house, we was welcomed by his mother and his brother, his named is Shu. Shu is very compact with Sho. And then, the four of us finally played on the terrace in backyard. We played board game which name “Redneck Life”, a game came from America. And then they conspired to make me lose in that game, when we played together suddenly Sho-chan scream loudly “Accidentalybreak industrial scale at feed store while weighting yourself pay $200 for repairs” he laught so loud.

"Debt again!" said Aiba happy while invited Shu to high five with him.
"So do not be overfed, you’re more fat, The Scale factory could be destroyed!" Shu ridicule immediately greeted by a clinch from me and punch from Sho.
The battle began again. Somehow Sho, Shu and me tickled Aiba until he cried because it tickled.

The game was won by Aiba, sasuga Miracle Boy, and as they hope I was lost. After that Shu invited Aiba to play basketball with him in the park near his house, me and Sho chatting while relaxing in his room.

I looked stacks of magazines, while Sho struggling with his laptop. When I started to read one magazine which cover featuring Arashi, he approached me, carrying his laptop and sat on the floor beside me.

Sho showed the writing on the his laptop which was the song lyrics. I said chorus part. "Kono mama motto tsutawaru you ni, ai o kawaranu. Sasayaka na hibi ni afureteiru, I love you, fukaku kizuna tsunaide yuku. Kore kara motto kagayaku you ni, ashita wa SUBARASHII. Futari dake no (Baby, please stay gold) ai no hana o (Baby, I love you) itsumademo ... "

I feel Sho’s eyes when I read the lyrics. I turned to him quickly, his expression serious first and then turned playful and sang the chorus part with cute style. I laught too listen that.

"It was my solo on new album Arashi. You’re the outsiders person who heard this song, though not 100% finished the song." Sho smiled widely.
"Oh, so yeah. So after had been years since I was a baby we know each other, even our parents knew each other, I still considered an outsider?" I pretended to be angry said with a sneer.
"Certainly!" Sho replied quickly without any hesitation impression.
I laughed then hit Sho with a pillow and then was taken by him. I try to grab again pillow with flailing  his arms and pulling it. Until finally we lost our balance and fell to the floor, with Sho was on top of me.

We stared at each other. Sho seriously scrutinized my face and stopped at my lips. Our distance is too closed, made ​​my heart beat faster. Until the distance between us is only about 5 cm again from him and he stop his movement. I swallowed hard, staring at his lips and ...

SHO KISSED ME…….

I realized. I pulled away and pushed Sho. Sho looked shock gaze which later changed to a sense of guilt from him. "Mii, go-gomen, ii-it's not supposed to happen ..." He stammered. "I ... I. .."
The opening sentence was seemed slapped me. Sho did not expect these things to happen?
Without a word I got up, straightened my hair and clothes then ran out of the house without regard Sho’s mother who greeted me on the 2nd floor hallway.

I ran without looking back, which is also useless when it's done because there are no signs of Sho who was chasing me. As I drove through the park Shu and Aiba saw me. They called but I ignored them. Feeling confused Shu and Aiba chasing me. As fast as that they had been preceded and prevented me then pulled me to the park and forced me to sit down. They asked what had happened and why I had to run away like seeing a ghost. I'm speechless. The only word that came out of my mouth was "go home". After I say it tears dripping from my eyes and did not want to stop. Aiba ran to the Sho’s house to pick up the car for me while Shu rubbing my back without saying anything.

On the way home Aiba did not try to discuss that stuff. He looks serious but thinking of something with no expressed his mind, so that his face was bent. I looked down, hugging my body, trying to toughen myself from shame attack that spread through my body. How can Sho treated me like that?

The car stopped, I was getting ready to down but Aiba’s hand arrest me. I realized that we were not in front of my house but on the hill its location in between my house and Sho’s house. I looked at Aiba full of beg, hoping for pity but Aiba did not heed it. One word that most do not want to hear out of his mouth. "Tell me." Expressly orders.

A moment of silence. I took a breath and exhaled loudly several times, as though signaling that I was steeled myself to reveal everything to Aiba who do not want to hear my refusal. Finally I told him everything, but strangely my tears do not come out at all. Aiba listen patiently without interrupting slightest. Until the end of my story he shook his head.
"I knew something like this would happen." He said.
"You mean?" I asked, shocked.
Aiba laughed. "You liked him right from childhood?" said.
I do not know what to say so I just gaped.
"Indeed, you guys have to be honest with each other.is  Just a matter of communication and submissing only way Sho chan not mean it like that, he did not refuse you instead of that he  also do not want it to happen. Not Yet time for him." Aiba clear.

I slapped my cheeks with both hands. "Since when did you know that I love Sho the same?"
Aiba smiled mysteriously. "Kaeru yo!" said him letting my questions unanswered.

  

3 weeks have passed since the incident. I have not contacted Sho and he did not call me. I still follow the information events of Arashi through Aiba, but he did not tell about what Sho did.

Currently 4 o'clock afternoon. I just got home from college. My mother had not come home from a friend's home in another block. At that moment I heard my doorbell. I peered through the window to the street, no cars or motorcycles or bicycles parked in front of the fence so I could not guess who it was. The bell rang again, I'm down to take it.

"Yeah, wait a minute." I said as I approached the door. I looked through the peephole and felt my heart skipped a beat. Sho came

I opened the door and then turn away entrance to the room without seeing Sho even let alone let him in.. Sho chased me up to the room and then closed the door he entered. I sat in front of a desk turned his back. He paused to look at the entire contents of my room which has always been a his curiosity since the first because he is, not just him but all my little friends, are not allowed to go into my room by my mother. "I think it's your room like a ship broke out so I'm not allowed in from the first." Sho chuckled.
"After seen it now do you think?" I asked in a curt tone.
"Worse than the ship broke!" She exclaimed.
"Tsk!" I clicked my tongue. But actually I smiled, hoping he does not realize it because he could not see my face.

He approached me, made ​​me become so rigidly, then put on headphones from behind. Sweet intro song was playing, and then sounded the the voice the Sho startling sounds sweet too. After hearing the first verse I am reminded of the lyrics he showed in his room at the time, the incident. I'm speechless. Arrived on the rap that Sho has always created his own. I gripped my desk.

 

The song ends. I removed the headphones.
"You are the first outsider to hear this song.  just waiting for the release the album." Sho said cheerfully.
"Outsiders yeah?" I replied sarcastically, rolling my chair so that it is Sho.
Sho did not say anything, he just smiled and looked into my eyes. He knelt down so that our high aligned. Still staring at my eyes he took both my hands and held it to his chest. "I'm sorry I made ​​you so offended that time. Did not mean saying that. I just ..." Sho took a breath.
Instead I held my breath.
"It's not like it was my original plan to express my feelings." Connect Sho.
I laughed. "Sho and his great planning skills."
Sho laughed. "Sorry about that Mii?" She looked into my eyes serious.
I nodded and smiled.
He hugged me happy then gently kissed my lips. "Kono ... mama ... motto ..." she whispered in between the kisses.

It's been 5 months since the incident. We still often tease each other about the term 'outsider' which he used.

Sho lay down on my bed while playing a super large stuffed dog, which has always been my sleeping friend is. I sat in front of my desk, working on my college assignments I hate most is accounting. I never did get along with numbers.
Sho came over and hugged my head. "Let me help you here!" He encouraged.
I reject it. I was determined to get it working on the problems myself, although time-consuming though 1st century.
"I'm bored!" He whined. "Bored, bored, bored, bored, booorrreeeeed!"
I made ​​melted. I turned me then stretched my hand to signal that he hugged me. Sho smiled widely. He knelt down and hugged me then kissed me.

"How long will we have to keep this from your mother?" Sho asked, still giving me a hug.
"Until I can get an A in the subject" I chuckled. I could feel the heart of Sho.
"Could be bad if Mother suddenly caught you yeah? Moreover, I always play to your room lately yeah ..." Sho grumbled.
I coughed. "Speak of the devil ..."
Like lightning, my mother’s hand pinched his ears and pulled him out of the room.

"Mii, diligently learning!" Bellowed while being dragged my mother. "Ganbare ~!"

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